Sometimes there are disadvantages of making your place of abode comfortable and technology supported because you end up not wanting to leave for work anymore. What would be better than waking up late, chat and surf in the internet for hours, eat anytime and anything I want, swim, play psp and watch tv? And far more greater than that is being able to see my kids everyday as they do their thing or just follow me anywhere I go. Everyday I wake up, I drag myself to take a bath and prepare for work because I wouldn’t want to leave my adorable little boy and handsome first born.

Actually, I am in the middle of a big decision right now, that is, to continue working or to stay at home. Well, actually I don’t really have a choice. Haha! Our monthly expenses are so huge that giving up my decent monthly salary and good benefits would mean a lot of adjustments and sacrifices not only for me but also for my husband and kids. Worse it could mean giving up our condo, transferring Marcus to a public school or cutting down our budget for food. Definitely I wouldn’t want any of that!

Choosing between two important thing is really hard, but what makes it even harder is when the one you really want is actually not the best choice.